“Kaçacağım bir gün buralardan, 

Gözlerimi kapatıp, gökkuşağı düşleyerek 

Al beni rüzgar götür uzaklara, götür sonsuza.”

6 yıl olmuş.

“Sıcakta da hiç çekilmiyo.” bi’ çocuk demiş.

Sözlere mi odaklansam, meodiye mi, melankolikliğe mi, solistin sesine mi? Kafam karıştı dinlerken.

Sözlere odaklanmak için «.»

“İçli şarkı”

Bakmayın içinde geçmediğine, iyi geceler diyor şarkı.

*Bazı şarkılar çok güzel*

Well the truth it fell so heavy
Like a hammer through the room
That I could choose another over her
You always said I was an actor, baby
Guess in truth you thought me just amateur

That you never saw the signs
That you never lost your grip
Oh, come on now
That’s such a childish claim
Now I wear the brand of traitor
Don’t it seem a bit absurd
When it’s clear I was so obviously framed
When it’s clear I was so obviously framed

Now you act so surprised
To hear what you already know
And all you really had to do was ask
I’d have told you straight away
All those lies were truth
And all that was false was fact

Now you hold me close and hard
But I was like a statue at most
Refusing to acknowledge you’d been hurt
Now you’re clawing at my throat
And you’re crying all is lost
But your tears they felt so hot upon my shirt
But your tears they felt so hot upon my shirt

Well the truth it fell so heavy
Like a hammer through the room
That I could choose another over her
You always said I was an actor, baby
Guess in truth you thought me just amateur

Was it you who told me once
Now looking back it seems so real
That all our mistakes are merely grist for the mill
So why is it now after I had my fill
That you steal from me the sorrow that I’ve earned
Shall we call this a lesson learned?
Shall we call this a lesson learned?

Nasıl da tanıyamamışım. Sahi, Devics ne zaman geliyor?

nisaneskisi:

Simbiyotik bir tavır olarak tutunabildiğim ve kabullendiğim ölçüde olduğum, durduğum yerdeyim. Büyüme sürecinde dayatılan manevi bağlar, toplumsal ahlak kuralları ve süregelen alışkanlıkların son derece hapsindeyim. Bunların farkında olduğum içinse mevcudiyetim anlamsızlık ve ziyandan ibaret. 

( In Your Room / Devics )